Dear Womb Space…
Thank you for all that you have given me over the years.
You are the centre of my feminine wisdom and my creative power. Holding safe my deepest emotions and my darkest secrets. You have gifted me the miracle of physical birth four times and allowed me to birth ideas and creative projects whenever the energy rises.
Since I have come home to you through my womb healing practices, I feel more connected with myself and Mother Earth. I’m more peaceful, grounded and ready to dive into healing past wounds and trauma. I have embraced my intuition and my feminine magic and allowed myself to love myself at last.
But I haven’t always been kind to you. I haven’t always understood your power or your wisdom. I never learned your cycles or listened to what you were telling me about the dis-ease in my body. Instead of putting my trust in you and listening to what you had to say, I turned outward and sort ‘wisdom’ from doctors. Their misogynistic medicine convinced me to napalm you out of existence. But while I scarred you physically, you held tight energetically and waited for me to return to you. You forgave me for all that I had done to you, and for that, I hold deep gratitude.
Now, whenever I need guidance or healing I turn to you. I tune in and listen to your wisdom. If I feel blocked I clear you with Reiki, making sure your beautiful orange chakra is balanced for the free flow of energy. I often just sit and feel our spiritual connection. Breathwork and visualisation remind me to trust and surrender to love.
I know we still have some work to do. There is deep trauma in my ancestral lineage that you are holding and guarding until I am ready to begin the work. I know you hold it with love and protection and one day soon I will be strong enough to work through it so you can surrender that deep secret and feel the weightlessness that will come with letting go…but I am not quite there yet. I need to spend more time being held by you before I can surrender to that learning and healing.
Until then my dear womb space, thank you. xxx
